WARNING : MASSIVE UPDATE IN HERE .Long time since I updated here , but it's not dead yet !
Skip this whole chunk 'cause it is kinda wordy .
Correction , not kinda . It IS WORDY ! HAHAH .
And I'm lazy to post up the pictures , maybe next time okay :D
05th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
All good things come to an end }
Happy birthday Gilson Crazyyy ~ :D(present given , hushhush !)
Well , was supposed to go out to Marine Parade with Zijie .
But apparently didn't . 'cause I was way too lazy . Yeah , as usual .
Woke up around 7 near 8 this morning ! Freaking early aye ?
Yah , because the damn maid of mine switched off my fan !
And she didn't even open the windows . Like what ? Trying to suffocate me ?
Nah , ventilation from door still available . but the door didn't have wind . at all .
Lousy room of ours . Hurhur !
Texted a little with Ahkhoo and then went back to sleep .
Woke up around 1 and texted Zijie . Blablabla ~
Turned on laptop and zombie-d all the way .
Watched
Kumar Drag Queen , (it's damn long already I know) .
Laughed my way through , its very hilarious ! HAHA . Super racist .
Fred , a 6 year-old comedian boy . His videos are really stupid .
And he don't sound like a 6 year-old . His voice is like , uhm . Naturally high pitched .
Tila Tequila , the bisexual lady who hosted a show called A shot of love .
I wasn't really paying much attention to her show tho -
More into watching the tribute video of her and her ex-boyfriend , Bobby Banhart .
It was really sweet , but well . All good things come to an end .
The Maury Show , about young girls who have sex with any guys because they want babies .
A girl was only 9 yet she had sexual intercourse with guys , older than her Mom .
Her Mom is only 16 anyway . Was pregnant with her at the age of 7 . Pathetic .
99 balloons , was about a little baby named Eliot , borned different from other normal babies .
He had to have tubes connected around for him to breathe normal .
Tubes were removed on his 96th day on Earth , things went well for some time .
And then he passed away on the 99th day of his life :(
The little mermaid was about a girl who was borned to be like a mermaid .
Her feets were connected as one , somehow in someway .
Having only one , partially-working kidney , no lower colon and no genital organs .
Despite her uniqueness from other kids , she is one cheerful little girl :D
Thumbs up for all these videos . Funny and saddening . Emotionally .
Feeling so blessed for an instant , it made me want to cherish everything in life .
Cherishing whatever that I had , whatever I am having , and whoever I have with .
But came to the thought of it . Its not like nothing will change even if I cherish .
I cherished everything I had , but things still turned out not the way I wanted .
I cherished you more than anything else .
I take care of you when you are sick .
I get the food you want when you are lazy .
I get the drink you want when you are at work .
I wait for you to get off work to have supper together .
I pop by at your workplace just to see you , hoping to surprise you a little .
Yet you forbided me from surprising you .
I , just don't know what I did wrong .
I want to stop wondering why and get to know the truth ,
but I just don't have the courage to ask about it from you .
And so what ? You're not mine .OKAY ! Enough of being so emotional .
I cannot be so emotionally affected again .
It affected me enough for exams , I already flunk-ed them all .
Not the same for work . Emotions won't affect my work !
Work at 1130 tomorrow , its so early and far !
Get up by 9 , I hope I won't be late (:
Goodnight .
And I really miss you aplenty .
{
Start of work }
Work tired me out totally .
And I spun half of the east-side I think .
Troubled Crazy half the day , and phone died on me :(
It's FIRST DAY OF WORK and I was late ,
despite the fact that I reached Eunos at 1040 :X
Oh well , update again .
Goodnight !
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I think I was too excited for work , I reached Eunos at 1040 .
Knew that I have to take bus 43 , I happily went and sat in front of 63 .
Saw the bus 63 and boarded .__. Wrong bus !
Got off and went to the opposite to get a ride back .
Bus 25 that will bring me back to Eunos MRT , I didn't see it .
Sat on the bus thinking "how come so long ah?" and then HOLLAH !
"Bedok North" was what I saw . Kay , far away .
Nevermind , took the bus until I see a MRT station .
YAY ! I see a MRT station :D Tanah Merah -.-
Train back to Bedok and then cabbed down to Parkway Parade .
Well , I thought workplace was there ~ Tried looking for #02-101/102 ,
but it turned out that they don't even have #02-100 in that shopping mall .
Genius ! Wrong place again . Walked around and finally found the place .
Right , supposed to be early . Ended up being late for 40 minutes :(
Nevermindddddd ~ Supervisor was friendly :D
Lunch was kinda autistic tho - Knocked off at 0930 .
Phone went dead , lost my way again .
Reached Eunos after 1030 I think -.-
Met Sengkee and then train-ed down to Orchard .
While waiting for Pamela to knock off , had super late dinner .
Took train back home and KO-ed . Knock out .
06th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Title-less }
Mom said I can sleep till 10 , and then she didn't wake me up .
Late again ~ Thanks Mom -.-
Lunch break with Zoe . AHHHH !
Right leg was less tired as compared to left leg .
'cause I pasted Salonpas on my right but not on my left .
HAHAHAHHA ! I need Salonpas(s) !! :D
End work at 0900 , playing with the webcams .
Orchard-ed to find Pamela againnnn ~ Train back home .
Went out for supper . They said Seligi , I thought it was somewhere near .
Agreed and off we went . End up , its Ang Mo Kio !
Nevermind , BUT THE STALL WAS CLOSED ! Holy shit -
Went to Geylang instead . The food suck .
Back home around 3 and went to bed around 4 .
07th SEPTEMBER 2009 , {
So what am I to do ? }
Woke up in the afternoon , out for training .
Reached The Atrium , Function room 1 . Met with Debbie and her friends .
Turned out that the product briefing was exactly the same as the one we attended during June .
Left the place before the briefing even starts . LOL .
Jurong Point-ed to meet Gilson and Weizhi .
Supposed to have movie there , went to Causeway Point instead .
Caught G-force , it's cute but stupid and lame .
Think Gilson Crazy was bored by the movie , he was bored to sleep .
Heh ! Really Crazy one . Eat the Popcorn as if I'm gonna grab them from him -.-
Took a walk around the "Night Market" outside and left Woodlands .
Wanted to go town , Marina and blablabla ~ but didn't .
Crazy went home , while we went to Choa Chu Kang Park .
Roller skatingggg - Weizhi learnt how to :D
Left around 1040 , they went back home .
Went back to Jurong Point to find Sengkee , Peiling and Jerron .
Recognised a pair of Puma sneakers and turned out to be _ .
BLABLABLA ~ Ate and then headed home .
Oh , and I seriously wanna get a knife a stab myself .
Totally pissed/freaked/annoyed/irritated by my Mom .
Can't she get a life and stop commenting on whatever I'm doing ?!
She's really getting unreasonable and (whatever you can describe irritants) !
I know I should not be bad to scold Mom directly/indirectly .
But this is coming from the bottom of my heart .
Dear Mom , "Whatever you say . Please just shut up !"
Oh blah - And I'm feeling bad doing this again -.-
And why am I so lucky in the wrong way ?
Not like I'm suay to see whatever things , but why so lucky to see ?!
I should really give myself a pat on my back for recogising you .
First time by backview , this time by your pair of sneakers .
How I wished you're a jackpot lottery ticket that I lost .
I saw you with your new girl , just yesterday . And I feel that I must confess .Even thought it kills me to have to say , I'll admit that I was impressed .I guess I'll call it short of love and affection , gotta comment you on your selection .Though I know I should not be concerned , in the back of my mind I can't help but question .I can't forget how we used to be .Our life from day to day , hoping maybe you'll come back .And though I tell myself not to be afraid to move on , but I can't .But no other man has give me attention , it ain't the same as your affection .But I know I should be .I can't explain this feeling , I think about it everyday .And even though we've moved on , it gets so hard to walk away .Well , life is never logical . People won't get what they deserve .
Yet we tend to hold on to false hopes . Hope for things not seen .
So what so what so what ?!
Nono , I am so not emotionally affected .
CHEERS BEAN , (this is so not working)
Movie later in the day , that should brighten my day .
Time check ; 0238 .
Some decisions are just not up for you to decide ,
you'll just have to accept whatever is given to you .
I am trying my best to accept . yet having a hard time to .
"Worry" came to me when I saw you with the helmets .
Unknowingly . Please be safe and sound .
08th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
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Title-less }
Went to ION to meet Pamela , walked over to Cine for movie .
Supposed to catch Dance Flick , but Sengkee commented that it wasn't good .
Wanted to watch Year Once , the seats were left with the first row .
End up watching
I love you , Beth Cooper . HAHAH !
Stupid movie , so funny and lame ! But I like :D
Went home after movie (:
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Damn my camera phone . It suck totally .
All the photos were like , pixels spoilt .
Lousy like don't know what , make me sad only :/
I WANT A NEW CAMERA / CAMERA PHONE !
09th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Comex Comex Comex ! }
Happy birthday Bernard and Clarissa (:
Jurong Point to meet Zijie , meet Sengkee at basketball court .
Dad's house , settled stuffs and then meet Weiloon .
Citylink Mall for dinner at Thai Express , his treat :D
Went home after dinner .
I'm getting excited for Comex show tomorrow !
Like stupid or what , it's gonna be tiring :(
And did I mention that my BenQ forbided me from getting leave this weekend ?
I so have to get an MC for the sake of it .
And giving up one day of Comex because of BenQ :(:(
Nevermind , better than nothing . Hope I won't get exposed tho .
(Boss won't read blogs :D) Meeting Weeteck and Chenghao tomorrow morning .
WOOHOO ~ Can't wait to see my old colleagues !
Sadly , Kenneth jumped over to Toshiba .
Shall visit him while visiting Jieyong then :D
And Jocelyn will be visiting us ! YAY !
*let the in-charge be John please* Along with Des and Joe .
And it would really suck if they provide us with M sized shirts again .
Super airy , making us cold like don't know what also . KNS !
Comex plan picture for reference :
Level 4 . Martin Debbie Kenneth Jieyong Baojian
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Level 6 . Gilson Mak Chenghao Weeteck
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Okay , going to bed . My dark circles are not leaving me :(
OOH-LA-LAAAA ~ COMEX COMEX COMEX :D
10th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Comex Day #01 }
Okay , that's kinda very brief . Too tired already .
Had lunch break with Yanwei , dinner with Martin , Victor , Yanwei and 'boyfriend' .
Supposed to go home with Gilson , Mak , Junhao and their colleagues .
End up going home with my new 'boyfriend' . Hehs !
Wore his Toshiba jacket home , WEEHEEE :D
Yeahh ~ I got a 'boyfriend' at work (hearts)
Bla - Super tired . And 'boyfriend' wants me to sleep now .
Aiyah , I shall do so . 'cause I'm seriously frigging tired already .
Goodbye Comex Day #01 . Hello Comex Day #02 .
-shag-
11th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Comex Day #02 }
Happy birthday Maomao and Leesung jiejie (:Met up with Weeteck and Chenghao , along with Mak . Saw Hadley .
As usual , late for work . But I'm still earlier than Martin and Victor :D
Got knocked a few times by familiar faces , Guowei Eckerene Weijun .
Yesterday was Yasser Jieyong Kenneth , okay . My brain memory went low .
Can hardly remember those who I bumped into .
Oh yeah , Yongs came down for a visit .
And Marcus happen to be coursemate of rival Acer -,-
Jocelyn came down for a visit too , with her boyfriend .
Martin was like "Hello auntie Joce !" HAHA .
Kenneth came to say 'hi' and then went back to his booth .
Des and John also came to our booth to 'support' us . LOL .
John went Toshiba and Des went Asus , left with Joe at Acer .
Heh ! Sales was like shit today anyway .
But I still managed to hit my own target of . TWO ! LOL .
I sold 4 , twice my target , Not bad :D
In-charge was not happy with the numbers tho -
24 computers sold in total for today , manpower of 9 .
The 2 stupid statues sold none !
That's when I love that the commission is not shared :D
Pamela came down with her new friends anyway -
Ivan , Clarie and Janson . HAHHHAA :X
Waited for me to knock off and then train-ed back to Boon Lay together .
Supper with Pamela and Ivan , bus-ed home with Ivan .
And I just realised that 'boyfriend' didn't come and fetch me off work !
Damned , stupid 'boyfriend' . Shall punch him when I see him .
HAHAH , kay . I know I sound violent , but I am actually very gentle okay !
Won't be seeing 'boyfriend' till Sunday anyway :/
Working at Eunos tomorrow , super shag .
Sales there should be a big egg due to Comex .
My company shirt is not even washed yet , dead-meat !
Okay , I'm going coma .
Comex Day #04 , I am waiting :D
Trying to face the facts , get you off my mind .
Trying to end the story by closing your chapter ,
I really hope I will have a complete book asap .
Although iwybbms with the fact that isly .
12th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Comex Day #03 }
I swear I am very shag today , and I feel bad to fake sick for Comex .
Didn't even have the feeling of working when I woke up .
Lucky that I got up automatically around 10 , I forgot to set my alarm -.-
Took my own sweet time to get over to Eunos .
Super super tired , walked with eyes half closed .
Good that I brought my shades in my bag , the sun was so scorching bright !
Punched in at 0138 , late for one and a half hour :X
Oh who cares ! Manager wasn't working anyway , he's at Comex .
And Lousy Goods phone died on me very early , right after my first break around 3pm .
Made me spend ten over bucks for the stupid usb charger , damned !
But anyway , AHAHAHA ! And I had early knock off !! WHOOO ~
Thanks to Justin , he say that he just leave at 8pm . HAHA !
And I tried leaving at 8pm , CAN LEA :D
Headed over to Suntec City for Comex after that .
It was by then after 9pm , Comex supposed to end .
Security guards barred the customers from entering the halls .
Whereas , I just happily 'flashed' my card and was allowed to enter .
HAHAHH ! Felt super proud of it . Ridiculous I know . LOL .
Went to Toshiba to pass Jieyong the staff card for entry .
Saw 'boyfriend' , but he didn't saw me :(
Up to level 6 looking for earpiece/headset .
Found the one I want , but there's no red :(:(
Toured around to Western Digital for Weeteck and Chenghao .
BenQ with intention of finding Gilson Junhao and Mak , they were gone .
Super fast teleportation uh ! They were already at train station ._.
Went over to my Acer booth wearing a BenQ shirt .
Boss was shocked ! Not only boss , all of them who doesn't know facts were .
Haah , Martin tried sabo-ing by joke tho -
They all sold at least 10 computers each , I should have stayed :(
Sales at the Marine Parade Central Popular for BenQ Joybooks suck totally .
Less than 5 customers enquired , and I stood my way thru complaining to Justin on text message .
Now my sales is the least for Acer Comex , have to chiong on the last day tomorrow !
Victor fed me with their dinner bento , it's salmon ! Aww -
Quite nice , but I don't like . HAHAHA !
Although he's kind hearted to have fed me , but I drew his hand .
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See , pretty right :D:D
(p/s: his hand is not hairy , just that my camera seriously suck)
Evil Martin and Debbie wrapped me up with the black 'wrapper' used to wrap the tables ,
while I was talking to Weijun who came over to find me . YAY ! Sales :D
Orchard to find Pamela . Kay , I know I'm very kind :D
Train-ed back to Boon Lay , meet Sengkee to pass him his stuffs and then home !
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Dearest Special XP ,
sorry that I have not been sharing about my story with you for quite some time . I know your listening ear will always be there for me , I appreciate that alot . But sometimes , I just feel that I should not be pouring out to you my unhappiness . You are hanging on fine with your life , I feel like a burden to you if I do so . Well , I know you will say that I am not a burden to you . But still , I do not want to make your life unhappy just because this stubborn Vista is feeling low . If things are really not going well for me , I will surely pour everything out to you . I will try to get myself busy as you said , and prove you wrong for the fall for guys thing . I am really so not gonna fall for any guy that fell for me okay . Including you ! You got your Lynn with you already , don't be greedy okay ! Haha ! As for now , I admit that I am not okay but at the same time , I am not being emo okay . No worries alright (: Do not forget , I am the strong special bean you knew . You shall wait and see what this Bean can actually do :D And please take note : I have never forgot your existance in my life okay ! Know the reason ? Simply because you are special XP :D
(with hearts) ,
Special Vista .
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Okay , so unlike me . I'm writing 'letter' on blog . LOL ! Honoured ah XP !
Anyway , Comex is coming to an endddddd ! Yes end !
"It's the last day of Comex , chiong lur ! Hope Justin's sales will be better . JIAYOU !" :D
I feel like a fool , just because I love you .
I know I will be fine .
13th SEPTEMBER 2009 , {
Comex is finally over ! }
Happy birthday Nehemiah and Anselm (:
OH-TOODLES ~
Work today was normal . Last day of Comex , sales don't seem to get better tho .
Customers are like questioning about stupid stuffs , and I mean really stupid .
Uhm , actually its more of ridiculously asked questions .
Example 1 ,
Customer : What are the freebies bundled with this netbook ?
Me : For now , there's a free RAM upgrade up to 2gb .
Customer : Ohhh ~ What is a RAM ?
Example 2 ,
Customer : Oh , windows vista is preloaded in the computer already .
Me : Yes, all computers are preloaded with the OS .
Customer : Okay , can you show me where is it ? Where is the Windows Vista ?
These 2 makes me go what the fuck , totally .
What for are you getting a computer if you don't even know what is a RAM ?
(Kay , not like I know anyway . At least some basic knowledge about it)
So what if you know there's a thing called Windows Vista when you don't even know what it is ?!
*fierce glare at them*
The shittiest customer tried playing the song on Windows Media Player and he questioned/doubted about the reliability and quality of our products as no sound came out upon the clicking of 'Play" and he thought it was spoilt .
I really felt like digging out his eyes at that point of time and say ,
"You blind or what , you got see speakers plugged in meh ?!"
Oh whatever , customers on the last day are really weird and shitty .
I should have chose to work on Saturday instead of Sunday . Damned !
And I think I can never get rid of my dark circles .
I always can't get to sleep until dawn . My sleeping habit is crashed :(
A day to tune it back to normal , 'cause Mom will be back tomorrow .
AH ! No peace for sure . *SIGH*
I go what the fuck right now because I suddenly feel that its kinda cool to have children before 18 .
Holy shit , I think I'm crazy . HAHAHAH ! Oh well well well .
Gym tomorrow , I think the possibility of success trip is 40% anyway .
I'm so gonna recover my sleeping times . Lack of it too much .
Okay , going to bed .
Post to be edited when I get up :D
And lastly , YAY ! COMEX IS OVER !!
I failed to smile upon seeing you . And there'd be a day when I can .
But as for now , in my dreams I will . *charging up my courage*14th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Owner is lazy . }
Happy birthday Peisan , Andrew and Darrell (:
Went to bed earlier on , just few minutes before Mom got home .
*phew* Feel like a genius to be so 'zun' :D
Trip to Malaysia called off due to Mom's rejection because
someone got killed in the middle of nowhere while waiting for friend -.-
Stayed home all the way till around 9pm , Jurong Point-ed .
Had LJS and Starbucks , WOOHOO :D
Shopped at NTUC Xtra and bought a chunk of snacks .
Like duhhhhh ~ *Hi fats*
Was chatting with Bryan and he got super random with this drawings .
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15th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Owner is lazy . }
Happy birthday Lionel (:
Slept till the noon and then woke up and stared here .
Abit stupid eh , but no choice lah . Bored :/
Spammed Weilin with 50 text messages (Y)
Went out to meet Kianyong around 8pm , dined at Tori-Q .
Made cakes at icing room , one for Weilin and another for Boris .
Blablabla ~ Celebrated for Weilin .
Cake smashing and chit chatting , nice :D
Went home after that , blog now .
Kay , Mom making me go crazy .
I so wanna get out of this home asap .
Don't want to be home with her :(
Everythings' fine ?
16th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Days like shit with Mom around . }
Happy birthday Weilin (:Day was like shit . Stayed home with Mom .
I think my ear will go deaf if I continue 'dating' her alone -.-
Oh yeah , did something I am not supposed to .
Aiyah , for once only . No more blog-shopping (:
17th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{
Days like shit with Mom around . }
Went out in the morning for breakfast and movie with Yong .
Caught
The Ugly Truth , its damn nice . Laughed real hard over it .
Headed back to school for the Sushi Making workshop .
Oh well , kinda boring actually . I could've just buy the book and learn myself .
Con money only hur ! Oh whatever .
Kianyong was sucha pig that he slept all the way till near 7pm .
Went Vivo to meet Yong instead , ate and movie again .
9 this time .
This movie suck , cheat money only . Kns ! Waste time .
Headed home and bla -
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There are always times when I feel like screaming at my Mom . Damned !
Yesterday , she tried on 3 out of so many clothes in my wardrobe .
2 were from New Urban Male and 1 from Billabong . What golden eyes she have .
And then , she switched off my laptop power without shutting down my laptop .
Oh what the duck seriously ! I've never did that to my laptop !
Nevermind , and today .
She love to talk so much crap that I rolled my eyes over her words .
And ! She freaking wore my another shirt from New Urban Male !
It may not be a big deal that she wore my shirt , so what if its from NUM ?
But from goddamned 5 shirts from NUM , she chose the "beehive" one .
FREAK OUT TOTALLY ! Seriously making me go what the fuck !
Fucking piece of shit man .
She really freak me out from the day she came back .
Can she like please please please immigrate to Malaysia ?!
How I wish her passport was stolen while she's in Malaysia .
Kay , evil I know . But I can't take it already .
There won't be a day with peace as long as she's home .
I really feel like slapping her and say "Shut up and fuck off , please thank you" .
But due to a reason , I didn't . Fact that she's my Mom . *SIGH*
And I also feel like killing my maid .
Don't know why she simply loveee to stack shoes above my white slippers/shoes .
Damn her , don't she know her colours ?! WTF .
Kay , I think the witch is gonna nag more if I continue .
Lucky that I've got plans for tomorrow , if not ah . HAHHA !
Stay home with her , sure die !
Deep and meaningless .
18th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{
Heels day out . }
Happy birthday Caderina (:
I WORE HEELS TO SHOP TODAY !
Okay , no big deal actually . Like all the women on earth are doing so .
More like a miraculous thing for me to do , yeah .
Woke up super early today , like 4pm in the afternoon . Haah !
I don't know why I slept for so long tho .
Went out to Jurong Point to meet Yongxing , bought Marcus's specs .
We were like laughing when trying to find the exact piece he bought , don't know why .
Paid with all coins at the counter , cashier was elated -.-
Off to Lakeside to meet Zijie to take things , then trained down to Bugis .
With Yongxing only , Zijie didn't tag along . He that lazy bum !
Collected my dress (L) Met up with Marcus and Mingsheng .
Train-ed down to Orchard whereby our destination was Somerset . Genius :D
Walked to Wheelock NUM , Marcus left us to Pandan Valley .
Over to ION , bought Tori-Q and walked to Cineleisure .
Like 2 retarded road idiots , we spun rounds to get there .
Visited Cineleisure NUM , don't have what I want . Dined at Xinwang and left .
Went to City Hall instead . And both CityLink NUM outlets don't have what I want too :(
Yongxing filled up the form for work application at NUM tho , with the help of Rainer .
Was like all the way talking to Rainer about don't know what .
Asked him if they have "I love papa" tee and he cleverly replied ,
"Don't have I love papa tee , but I can be your papa ." -.- Yeah right , same surnames .
HAAH ! Filled up forms then left for home . Took 502 .
Burned incense and then mahjong at home .
Ended session around 2am , I'm still awake .
Don't know why , but I am down with severe insomnia .
I can't seem to sleep before 3am , and always wake up after 3pm .
Sleeping time is totally crashed , I have to get it back normal .
Anyway , dearest Ken just randomly say hello in the middle of the night .
Super random boy . A few days since I last saw him .
Should really plan a meet-up plan soon (:
And Pamela also randomly texted me around 3am .
I thought which idiot was that , HUR !
She said she couldn't sleep and now she's not replying texts -.-
Well , should really get some sleep .
I seriously don't feel like working lah !
But I will still be , *SIGH*
Should I buy the pair of heels ?
WHATEVER ! Go to bed .
Time check : 0414am .
Really hate that I miss you .
Freaked out by myself , like totally .
19th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Double - u - tee - eff ! }
Work today was kinda fine , I'm just being super lazy .
Slept at 6am , woke up at 8am with the thought of going Dad's house .
End up being lazy , back to sleep till 10+am and then OH SHIT !
Late already lah , hahahha ! Don't care .
Took my time to shower and pack all those rubbish into my bag .
Don't know why I bring so many things also -.-
Sat and stone in the room after shower , stared into the rain . LOL .
How I wish I could sleep when the rain is here .
Why is it that nice weathers don't come when I can enjoy ? :/
Bla - Went out for work around 11+am , have to report at 12pm .
Oh who cares , reached at 0121pm :D
Managed to finally sell one set of netbook . Like omg .
I'm like super sua gu to let customer teach me how to write the receipt -.-
And Thian Fong is like buay tahan me already , called him like 6 times .
Whatever , sold and then self dismiss . LOL !
Rushed down to City Hall to meet Pamela . Oh well , I was late :X
And I took 4minutes to walk from City Hall station to Citylink mall !
WOAH ! I can fly , hahahhaha ! Bought stuffs at NUM .
Changed , ate sushi and then waited for Weixuan to come .
"forced" her to go for movie , ticket and transport sponsor .
She still don't want -.- Win liao lor . Heh !
Sent her off for 502 , headed to Cathay to meet Marcus .
Movie at Cathay , Whiteout . Not bad lah .
But its kinda boring you know :/ Still at least better than 9 (:
Stupid Crazy was there with his friends also , Gamer . I can't watch .
Show off ! And they got car transport home , *jealous*
Took cab home with Weixuan , Marcus solo . Haah !
Reached back home --
Mom is wearing the "beehive" shirt ! OMFG !
Damned to the maximum , *speechless*
I think I have to clear my drawer to put all precious(s) in and LOCK IT !
I swear I will really really lock it again .
I really don't like it (seeing her wear my shirt) !
It has been 80 days .
20th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,Work and then home-d . Off to Malaysia .
21st SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Malaysia , truly Singaporean . }
Happy birthday Pamela , Veevee and Clement (:
(Pamela: 4th wish already eh . LOL)
Okay , got into Malaysia .
Like only one and a half hour of sleep on bus .
Suppose to be 5 hours journey , end up only 2+ hours .
Fly jetplane hur ! LOL .
Kay , get some sleep first .
Gonna get my contact lenses later :D
(Mom is nagging againnnnn ! Freak)
GOOD MORNING !
21st SEPTEMBER 2009 till
23rd SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
Off to Genting .
24th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{ Back from Genting . }
YAY ! I'm back from the boring Genting .
But , I am still in Malaysia . Stuck in the house .
Going back to Singapore in an hours' time .
I don't know why but I'm feeling feverish .
Kinda sick on the first day at Genting .
Blablabla ~ Brought laptop , online :D
Strolled rounds on the second day .
Caught The Final Destination and I felt so funny .
Unlike me , 'cause I did not scream or cover my eyes while watching .
Oh whatever ~ Bought stuffs for GLove , Pamela and Crazy .
Third day was like nothing .
I got myself a bump on my nose bridge .
Genius ? By the tags on clothes in stores anyway -.-
Back to home in Klang . Kay , super brief .
OH ! And I realised I need something urgently .
MANY MANY MONEHHHHHHHHHH ! HAHHA .
Bye !
25th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{ Jay Bee day out with Crazy . }
Got back to Singaopre in the morning .
Genius , forgot to get my clothes back .
Got home , helped Sister with luggage packing , Facebook-ed
and then out to Yew Tee to meet Crazy around 11am . Early ?
Off to Jay Bee , City Square . Jusco-ed for breakfast/lunch/dinner .
The food wasn't really nice tho - LOL .
Crazy was like introducing and giving comments on them .
Stupid China man , use China accent somemore -.-
Bought ear studs as told by him , prettayee :D
Walked rounds searching for my Mango shirts , to no avail :(
'Shopped' for groceries while waiting Cheekang to come drive us .
Bought Starbucks and then drove to (don't know what) Plaza .
I'm so not gonna go there anymore , bored like shit .
Called Cheekang back to drive us back to City Square .
Stupid guy bought ciggarettes , basket !
Gave him a (don't know what) face while he smoke a stick .
Walked , arcade-d , had BR ice-cream :D
He smoked a stick more , and then back to Singapore .
Threw the pack of ciggarettes away before reaching Woodlands Checkpoint .
Wasted aye ? But well . Smoking kills !
Around 7pm by then . Causeway point-ed for his broadband thing .
Strolled , too bored . Bought movie tickets , Phobia 2 .
Movie was not bad , funny and scary .
I think somethings' seriously wrong with me .
But I didn't scream at all okay !
HAHAHAHHAA . Good rightttttt :D
Train-ed back , 12+am already .
Spent more than 12 hours with Crazy today .
Really abit Crazy ah . HEH !
And Xuanmin got my shirts for me already !
YAYYYY ! Can't wait for him to get back quick .
Was the 'quarrel' a hint to the truths ?
Well congratulations my dear friend .
You made me feel so cheated .
I just want you to be safe and sound .
26th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{ Just 10 days away , I wanna(s) . }
10 days away , and its my birthday .
I will finally be 17 and have to wait for another
pathetic 12 months before getting my license :(
Fine , I shall bear with it okay !
Was totally lazy to go for work today .
Damn reluctant about it , but still did .
Slept in the train , like ohmygod !
I really need some sleep lah !
Slacked through the time at work .
Knocked off and went over to Eunos station to meet Marcus(s) .
Yeah , Marcus Cheng and Yong .
Cheng booked out this afternoon :D
Headed over to Bugis for dinner at Swensens' ,
train-ed to Marina Bay with intention of Mariana Barrage .
Apparently , there's no freaking shuttle bus nor cabbies .
All the cabs were like ignoring us ! How sad .
They rejected on our ride upon hearing the destination .
More like they're afraid we'd rob them or something .
Oh crap ! Walked to Merlion instead .
Really killing me . My legs were sore :(
Chilled at Starbucks and then went cabbed home with Cheng .
Work tomorrow again . I'm seeing a dead end .
My legs are really really very very tired !
Oh , and I finished my bottle of plain water today .
Miracle ? 500ml okay , mai siao siao !
Got electric 'shock' by my own handphone also .
Super genius . I don't know why I'm so full of electricity .
Gilson said its because I'm not consuming enough water .
Well , drink more water luhhhhhh :D
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OHOH ! Mom went overseas to (don't know where) .
Sister went to China , Brother staying at his girlf's home .
I'm all alone at home for weekdays . HOW SAD !
I need people to go out with me , urgent need !
If not , I think I'd be dead before my 17th birthday .
OHNO ! I cannot beeeee ~
Shall flip my contacts through .
I wanna go Jay Bee again .
I wanna play Mahjonggggggg :D
I wanna go Kbox with them .
I wanna have meet up with Loves .
I wanna have medicure , (but its like wasting money)
I wanna get my new spectacles .
I wanna get my contact lenses , MAJOR MUST .
(I'm wearing my half-month supply for more than a year !)
I wanna get a license ! Stupid cousin .
I wanna get new flats and heels(?) .
I wanna get new clothings and dresses .
I wanna get my new Mango tops from Xuanmin ! YAY !
I wanna have more holidays cannnnnnnn ? :(
AWWWWWWWW - So much to do .
But firstly , I have to get my PAYYYYYYYYYYY .
I don't know when the hell is pay day .
And work at Eunos is not very comforting .
2 hours in a day to travel , super waste time !
Hope ThianFong will approve my swap with Justin .
Gilson , quickly go ask ThianFonggggggggg :(
(Gil is like becoming my nanny already . OMG !)
HAHAHHAHA ! Hanging around too much with Crazy ,
I think I am going crazy also . LOL !
Okay , gotta roll off to bed .
I really dread going to work *SIGH*
Time check : 0331am
Hurtful truths you blinded with lies .
Thank you for the kill .
27th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Lazy , tired , bored . }
Caught Fame after work with Marcus .
Ending was "what the fark" .
Enough said . I'm lazy to blog . Bye .
I wonder why I'm thinking of you .
28th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,{
Who I've been hates who I am now . }
I don't understand whatever I did ,
I don't understand whatever I am doing .
I had super high tolerance level , but now its gone .
I don't know why , I can't stand even little jokes .
I throw tantrums all over . Over little little things .
Damn it . I hate myself like that .
I am not being myself perhaps .
I really have no fucking idea what's going on .
I have to fucking get myself back for real .
I can't stand myself for who I am now .
29th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{ Panda eye is back for no good ! }
29th September is a super boring day !
Slept till 3pm , woke up and laptop-ed my time away .
Wasted my time on the net doing nothing meaningful .
Crap like shit totally .
Went on phone with G talking about Malaysia trip .
Its sucha hard thing to plan ! Like everyones' not able to make it .
Which make me feel so abnormal to be into this trip .
HUR ! 14th was a tentative plan tho . May be cancelled :(
Ended chat and went on with M .
Talking about cars , awesome ones .
Lamborghini , Nissan , Mitsubishi , Ferrari , Lotus .
Those cars only make me go WOW !
I so wanna quickly get my license and a goddamn red car !
But its way expensive , I'm a poor little kid .
Considering about bikes now :/
Next up , phone with M .
Talking about I don't know what .
HAHAHHA ! Mostly craps (:
W called around 4+am -.-
Nothing better to do huh !
Seems like I'm a boring-then-call center -.-
Online playing games till now .
Can't go to bed 'cause I doubt I'll wake up if I do .
Yong will surely kill me if I do . Hur !
Well . shall wash up and start my day .
Meeting J for breakfast at Burger King , Daddy's place to get some things ,
Clementi for lunch with M , and probably town with Z .
I'm so busy ! HAHAHAHHA . Crap .
Time check : 0736am
I tried not thinking of you . Major fail .
30th SEPTEMBER 2009 ,
{ Title-less }
Went out in the morning yesterday .
Met J for breakfast at Burger King , there's no breakfast served -.-
Moved over to MacDonalds . Had our meals then home .
Just to get a stupid cardigan . HAHAH !
Wanted to get my new ez-link card from Jurong East .
But the queue was like !@#$%^& . SO LONG !
Dropped the idea and went Clementi to meet Marcus .
Had meal at Ramenten then over to town to meet Zijie .
Shopped around and bought only a mirror from Cineleisure -.-
Heerens and saw the Havaianas slim that Sister was looking for .
Intended to come purchase it when she's back , but ! LAST PAIR !
What the shit , so suay .
Texted Sister at China , she don't want . Ask me to ask Mom .
Texted Mom at Malaysia , she called and say she want .
$40 flyyyyyyyy ~ :( Went home after that .
Stupid train was so packed at such hour ! Damned .
Nearly fell down while standing , too tired already :(
Alighted at Dover and took 185 instead . HAHHA .
Got seat to sit mah XD I'm so hardworking , YAY !
Got home with plan to sleep . End up with computer and then out again .
I promised Ahma that I will be there for dinner , didn't stood up on her .
Asked Slyvester along , and then I see his whole family there -.-
Played around with the kids . I've never seen them before .___.
Had some drinks at the coffeeshop , then he sent me home .
LMAO , stupid ass ! Home-d and dropoed dead .
01st OCTOBER 2009 ,
{ Happy Childrens' day ! }
Happy birthday Kelvin and Miss Koh (:
Had a dream :D About him .__.
Super suay , with his girlfriend also !
Freaked out by it and then jumped out of bed .
Computer-ed all the way . Planned for movie around 8pm .
Got ready and then decided not to . EMOOO !
Stupid of me to be like that .
But well , can't control myself .
Mom called and talked rubbish over the phone .
Make me go "what the duck" and then cried .
Freaking emo lah ! Hate it to the maximum .
Its already night time now . Oh great .
How else well can I spend my time away .
Fucking lifeless bitch .
Of all 365 days , why must it be today ?
02nd OCTOBER 2009 ,
{ Title-less }
Happy birthdays Cheryl Lim and Jared Ho (:
I can't freaking wait for school to reopen quick .
Get myself out of this boring holidays .
Enough of home-stuck and 'bonding' with Mom .
I think I will die faster if I continue with her .
And computer is causing my degree to worsen .
In fact , it already did . Hopefully not anymore .
I can't wait for the trip to Kuala Lumpur with G .
But damn , how come people all cannot make it ?!
Leaving out to the 2 of us left , it will probably be called off .
And I would become super lifeless totally .
Have to re-schedule it anyway . I probably have to work on those days .
Last minute thing again . *SIGH*
So have to catch the movie about Michael Jackson .
Saw the trailer while watching Fame I think .
Hell , it looked super nice . Must watch !
And meet-up with Loves .
We haven't been meeting up for countless days .
C.Love refuses to reply to messages . Don't like him !
Oh yeah , enough of craps . HAHAHAH .
(But all from the bottom of my heart okay !)
I think people will give the sian-half face whenever they come to my blog .
Read the whole chunk of words and then end up nothing very entertaining .
Or rather , no one visits this space of mine ? And I just realised .
This space was not told to many people lah . Like less than 5 -.-
I start to feel like a super lonely child as I count down to my birthday .
Freaking autistic lifeless loner bitch . I have no idea why I'm scolding myself .
Should just say I'm a stubborn freak who is holding on to unseen memories .
He's like deleting everything and I'm like trying to retrieve . For what I also don't know .
How long more am I going to carry on like this huh ?! I also don't know .
Everythings' making me feel like shit and driving me nuts . Especially this .
AIYAH !
I really need more sleep to get the dark circles which popped out yesterday .
So much for staying up 36 hours straight doing nothing but computer and shop .
I should really give myself a pat on a back and say ,
"Please be normal" . Hell yeah , I AM NORMAL OKAY !
Oh right , except that I am sleeping in the day and hyper at night nowadays .
My bad . Just have to set my sleeping routines back to default .
Attempts to do so , major fail but sure will pass :D
Trying to be optimistic or what ? Uhm , no .
Kay , really enough or rants and rubbish thinking thoughts .
Gotta go to bed already . Sister coming back at don't know what time .
And Mom is also coming home anytime . SIAN !
(Hope she just zip her mouth up and quit nagging)
I am so gonna get out of home for sure . No joke .
Feeling super lousy but still have to laugh .
Hats off for my smiling mask seriously . Oh whatever !
HAHAHAH . And WALAO ! I really typed so much !
(1054 words including this rubbish sentence . HAHAHAH)
Anyway , the time and date for this blog is really siao .
Its already 02nd October for goodness sake . Lousy !
Kay , good morning again :/
Time check : 0533am
Am trying not to think about you .
Am trying not to be affected by your actions .
Major fail totally . Feeling melodramatic , not .
Super lousy indeed .